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A transman, fearing surgeries?

Hello 👋 My first post here. I'm a transguy who has just come over his dysphoria, I'm beginning to enjoy life in the male mentality. I'm in the process of choosing a new name for me, i have a looong way ahead of me, but who can stop me from dreaming about the far future haha? 😄 Surgeries are gonna happen in my life many many years later, i mean i didn't come out, i didn't get my ass out of this country, I'm not economically free etc etc but right now I'm tryna be optimistic. My surgeries will happen so later but now just dreaming about it makes me scared. 😨 So while dreaming about my future with the help of the pictures on Google, i wanted to ask the fellow community: do i have to go all the way for surgeries? I mean, my breasts aren't really big to begin with. I don't feel the need to remove them, personally. But of course being a transman isn't about me only, I'll have a society to live in. Maybe the society expects me to be ALL without round (but small, remember, small) breasts, i mean my future possible relationships by "society" you know. Well, as for the genitals... I'm fine with "it" too. Long story short, i can be happy if i will be on T only 😊 Of course, i wish i didn't have to be on it for my entire life, but Medicine's Medicine... 🤷 Are there any other transmen who didn't prefer the removal of the breasts and/or phalloplasty etc? Are you happy guys? Did you not do it for your fear for surgeries or was it due to something else? Okay, i had a surgery when i saw so small, i think my fear results from that. I hope not to go through any surgeries for my health in the future. So scary. There i said it. With my bad English. I have this great phobia for surgeries but i feel they're necessary for transmen also. Waiting for your replies.
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