A proper outlook?

[artsy_dragon]

The tiredness is inane. Everywhere aches. The bags under my eyes and my pale skin make me look like a corpse. My brain is all foggy.

I would take a picture to show you what I look like but I am too ugly. I don't want to trigger myself.

I don't want to go to hospital. I want to be better. I don't want to be like this anymore. Mia please leave me alone. I feel like I am dead inside. I want to be happy again.

I've taken everyone's advice. Therapy will not help me right now so I am looking at a nutritionist. Please do not worry. This is more of a rant really then a question.

I'm not okay no. But breaking down again is not helping. I can't go to hospital, its to overcrowded and understaffed. Or in patient. Yes I am ill but people are more ill than me.

I'll contuine to post updates and rants like this one. Recovery will be the hardest thing to do but I want to be healthy. I need to get my energy back up. I've ditched fasting however meal times are not going to work.

I'll figure out something. I am taking a multi vitamin now and I need fo call the doctors to sort theses meds out. Then when I have my enegery back I can actually do exercise. I can buy a sports bra.

I am off work and university due to stress until the 9th January so I might as well make use of all the time I have off. I can't focus on my weight rn. I need to focus on my eating habits. I need a plan and try to stick with it.

[Rosexøxø]

Yes! Start a blog if you wish! But maybe disable comments to eliminate the trolls

or just record the blogs and then wait until you have a years worth and/or are better to post them?

As far as energy rest hydration and a little supplements will go a long way. Make sure if you wear glasses you have the right prescription. Keep your eyes alert. Chew gum throughout the day?

play some good music that makes you want to dance and move whenever you have free time or so.

Do at least one thing every day that makes you happy. Maybe walk 20 or 15 minutes each day outside in fresh air.

This is not too much of an emotional battle as it is a chemical and hormonal battle. Help your mind and cognition to function well as well as your physical body and you’ll be okay!

Daily dose of laughter never hurts!

I don’t mind the rants. I can relate and I hope it gets better and I hope it helps others who may feel similar 🙏

[Nahid1707]

Come here, i will give you a booty rub.
My confidence with you has gotten hella better haha.




You had a eventful few weeks, 2023 will bring more joy 😊
A break is good and hope you found out about the news from the other day we spoke about.
A outlook is always good😊

[Nahid1707]

Surprised you didn’t mind saying this 😊

[artsy_dragon]

Why would I mind? I've got no one else to talk to

[Nahid1707]

That’s why you enjoy my compassion.
We are good 😊
We are Both users in England here

[artsy_dragon]

I said I lived in the UK. Not England. Where did you get that from?

[Nahid1707]

We spoke about that
My bad there 💜

[Nahid1707]

Thank you

[SnowedIn]

You said you're okay so I accept your well written piece as the vent (not rant 🙂 ) that you deserve and I'll just be quiet and listen.

Sending a hug if that's not to forward. Not sending if not wanted.

[SnowedIn]

Thank you for MHO!

[artsy_dragon]

Welcome lol

[Charlesbrandonf]

You’re a beautiful human being. Everyone often feels this. I know no nobody who didn’t feel this at least once in a 3 months.


Remember this no one can love us the way we love us. If there any person understands us is just us to the complete with our mental emotional mindset and upbringing. We have to take breaks and pick up our mighty sword and start fighting. Don’t have to balance 100% energies everyday. Well being is incredibly important. More important thing is Breaks are beyond important.

[Fleet7635]

If you need someone to talk to and are d ever just lonely just me me a message and I will chat with you anytime friend but hopefully you just keep your head up