How to recover from depression and anxiety?

I know I need therapy but I can’t get it right now. I don’t have access to antidepressants either.
I try to go out on walks and go to the gym. I am currently unemployed and that makes things worse because I feel very guilty for being a leech but I do apply to jobs and just haven’t gotten one yet. Hopefully soon.
I am not very social but I am socially anxious and it’s very hard to put myself out there.
A lot of times I sleep in very late and it’s like I have the opposite sleep schedule to everyone else.
money is a big problem right now.
I just want to be normal.

How to recover from depression and anxiety?
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