I sometimes get really depressive mood swings due to the contraceptive implant I'm on but I'm taking it out tomorrow for good as me and my husband want to try for a baby later this year.
I've been warned by other women but when you come off the implant it's gonna be like coming of meth as my hormones will be all over the place for a while whilst my bodies trying to get used to not having an implant anymore.
I'm having abit of an episode right now I just start telling myself but I'm useless, I hate myself, everyone else hates me and I wish I was dead. I get a feeling of extreme loneliness and dread for the next day and usually the week before my period ill be in a really nasty mood.
My husband is amazing and he's always telling me to stop being nasty to myself when I'm feeling this way and put up with my bad mood swings and is always fussing over me and giving me lots of cuddles which helps but when he goes sleep I still have them feelings playing in my head, keeping me up.
I go for 2 walks outside a day which usually helps but there's nothing I can do at night when I'm feeling this way
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