Will I ever be slim as a thick pear shape?

I’ve always been a thick child. I was also chubby and fat when I got older. I was never a thin or an athletic girl. I’ve always been a big, tall girl. Cute guys never look my way. Well one did but he decided to only like as a friend. I called myself fat and whatever. My thighs were always huge, my knees were and still an huge and I don’t know. I was told they never thought I was fat in the first place but I was. Looking back I see why cute or fit guys would not even consider going out with me and head for thin or athletic girls. I’m still working out but my belly refuses to tone up and I STILL wear the same size clothes even though I worked out and did dumbbells. My giant hips I like them but too damn big. I’m just meant to be fat.

Will I ever be slim as a thick pear shape?
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