How do you feel when some waste your time, but you need help badly?

[Wuai201]

I'm loosing my brain and I don't know what to do.
So I been struggling with neuropathy and sleep apnea. I now have a cpap, so it helps my heart, but the burning pain and stabbing pain within certain parts of my body still linger. The brain fog has been in the background, but this week, it was bad. Even tho I've been looking at the appointments constantly, I made a mistake of scheduling 2 very important meetings at the same time
We all need money
One was helping me find a better job and the other was for my primary so I can get my short term disability and accommodation, so I can return back to work. I went to disability and not knowing it was scheduled the same day, i missed the primary. I came up the next day and the guy told me he could reschedule me and another doctor who works with her could fill out the paperwork. Well after waking up 3hrs before the appt to get here, staring off into space trying to find clothes I thought I had, rewearing some clothes because even though a gave myself a lot of time, I ran out of time due to the brain fog, deciding to pay online and having a mini heart attack because I thought I lost my card, trying to piece events back together to help find it if it was possible, finding it, paying the bill and looking at overdue bills, start crying because I can't remember if I took my medication, finally remembering I forgot to feed my cat, going down the list of what my brain fog is putting me through, rehearsing what I'll say to the doctor. For the doctor to tell she can't fill out the paperwork, to make another appt with my primary, see me in tears about the brain fog, ask if I feel hopeless, want to hurt myself, depressed, and told me that the only thing she could do is give me a referral to a neurologist (that i already have) and a psychiatrist. Each specialist is $60 & I'm not getting paid. Even if I get Short term disability it's 60% of my regular paycheck. I'm using other credit cards to pay other credit cards and doctor visits.

[ohsheeT]

The problem starts with gut health. Start eating a avocado every day take the vitamins and d the vitamin every day if you're eating sugary foods. If you're eating box foods stop you need more fruit and vegetables i know it's a long way from brain fog .. if you want to stop it and make it go away. An avocado, an artichoke every day will clean. Your system will get you better gut health. Stop cooking in oils, there's the worst thing in the world for you.
If you're gonna cook, use Virgin Olive oil. But the real virgin oil olive oil not the fake bullshit you need to stay away from colas. Ice cream, eat healthy food. S, but you need to clean out your system right now. Avocado and artichoke every day will do this.
Do your legs.
Swell up

[Wuai201]

Yes mri shows bone bruise in my thighs and my knee has creptius or whatever they call it and a little bit of fluid, I have tendinopathy in my shoulders.
Went to physical therapy for exercise but $30 a session adds up.
I've been on the medical dose vitamin d for over a year and still a little deficit and I've been having gut problems since 2023 constipation and diarrhea off and on and extreme lower left abdomen pain to the point of throwing up water off and on. The last time i had stomach pain i had a 2 for one and now im scared to eat lima beans. Went to gastro, but while I wasn't in pain, so he just gave me a pamphlet of a diet i found already after the lima bean incident. He didn't check my stool. I was supposed to go to a new one this Monday, but I gotta deal with this brainfog. I don't have money for everybody

[ohsheeT]

You need good food, the doctors are going to prescribe you c*** to keep you on the c*** so they keep making money. You need to fix your gut. Health is what you need to do. Everything else will go in the back of the place. D, but you need to fix your stomach problems first otherwise, it's going to keep Going Out through your whole body.

[bowenw]

Everyone makes mistakes. Don’t be so hard on yourself. You are human. Reschedule the appointment you missed and don’t worry about it. If you have trouble remembering what to say to the doctor, make list or notes to take with you into the appointment.

[Wuai201]

Yea, rescheduling isn't the problem, it's the bills due dates and me, not being able to go back to work because I need medical permission.
I mean I'm living with my parents but they're on a fixed income with actually disability benefits
Our bill for bge alone is $900
The mortgage is over $2000, they need my help & I can't help them. I don't see it as a mistake if it keeps happening. I also tried the doctor note thing, I gave it to them and they still asked me to start at the beginning 🙃 I still missed details and stubble over stuff even though I had my phone in my hand with the same exact information

[Jennz6]

I’m praying 🙏 for you too

[Wuai201]

Thank you 😊

[x-anastasiaa-x]

I will pray for you

[Wuai201]

Thank you