Is it silly to have FOMO about a game that I find impossible to understand?

My partner plays Magic: The Gathering, and is apart of social groups who play together. Im a little jealous and wish I could play the game too, but despite him repeatedly showing me how to play and guiding me through games, I cannot get my head around it. Just don’t have the brain power to play the game I guess. I feel like I’m missing out by not understanding the game.
Is it silly to have FOMO about a game that I find impossible to understand?
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