I just feel called on by God to be a father for some reason. I keep getting these visions in my head of my future family and it’s just such a beautiful thing knowing the plan God has for me.
Naturally I wish I was living in that moment now but it does give me something to work towards.
I’m just curious where I can expect to find the right woman in my life to make this all possible.
For reasons I can’t understand most American women no longer seem to want marriage or kids these days.
It makes me question whether or not I have to seek a potential partner from abroad, as difficult as that might be.
I’d rather believe it is manageable to find a suitable woman in the US but I am not quite convinced that is the case.
Theoretically anything is possible but I imagine the effort it would take involves more patience than I am willing to give.
Either way fact remains I’ve had more positive interactions with women from outside cultures but it just remains to be seen whether I could realistically expect to have a girl leave her home country or leave my own.
I only speak one language and I suck at learning languages in general so I would hope she could live in my country if I was to marry foreign.
