A Dizzy Desi Was Born

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A Dizzy Desi Was Born

A Dizzy Desi was born in February
My mom said the birth was painfully scary
She choked my dads hand
At least back then he took it like a real man

A Dizzy Desi Was Born

A Dizzy Desi was born with glee
But They split when i was three
My grandma broke them up
So that she could be
The only caregiver for my mom and me
and i found that pretty evil
But because my dad gave in
I despise him
And how he left my mom layin all fetal man

A Dizzy Desi Was Born

A Dizzy Desi was born to her womb
But i had to make room
Because she changed on me
It all felt 5 years too soon
Men were in and out of her life
She did anything to try to become a wife
She got pregnant first
And he too, left her on site
And although He wasn't right
she took it out on me
Forgetting i was there
Catering to her next man
But mom, what about me, you, and sissy

A Dizzy Desi Was Born

A Dizzy Desi was born in the 90s
And man back then
I was already searchin for a lover
didn't care for another friend
I felt ready for love
I was planning my babies
I wanted my first kiss
While i myself was rockin diaper gravy

A Dizzy Desi Was Born

A Dizzy Desi was born near Valentines Day
Maybe thats why love led me astray
Maybe thats why guys called me cray
Maybe thats why with my heart they played
But til this day
I still wanna be someones bae
Ion wanna end up like my mom these days

A Dizzy Desi Was Born

A Dizzy Desi was born as an Aquarius
Still never got with that sagittarius
Instead got a capricorn named darius
Some say horoscopes are hilarious
But they define me
Even though the traits are various
Man it all sounds a little precarious

A Dizzy Desi Was Born

A Dizzy Desi was born in Mississippi
Where some people seemed hippie
Others were tipsy
But i was weirder than a gyspy
Still watchin teletubbies
Dancin like dipsy
The people here love to gossip
*Sips tea*

A Dizzy Desi Was Born

A Dizzy Desi was born to shine
And i did throughout my years
I was a nerdy birdy on the grind
A classmate
A teachers pet
Ready to graduate
top of the class
Only to end up second best

A Dizzy Desi Was Born

And sometimes there was the rain
It Rained down on all my fears
I lost my virginity
I found so many tears
I called it pressure as i screamed
I was just 15
My thinking wasn't clear
And I regretted it til this day
but finally forgave myself in 2018
yet i still pray

A Dizzy Desi Was Born

Hate to put myself on the frontier
But i Returned to celibacy
For 9 whole years
Tried to make it to marriage
But still didn't take it there
And now here i stand
Wondering if ill ever get the ring
And the carriage
Cause i gave the first half to my first man
And the last to my current king
Who i hope will spread my heritage


I just wanna be happy in life
I just wanna be a mom
I just wanna be a wife
I just want my mom to be herself again
I just want her to stop using me
I just want her to stop depending on men
I dont just wanna have a lover
I wanna have a husband
I just wanna have neverending friends
I just wanna have my dreams begin again

A Dizzy Desi Was Born

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  • That was amazing!!! You put a lot of time and effort into that!!! Great work Desii!!! And I felt your pain and struggle as I read it. Thank you for sharing your life with us!!

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  • Managed to write about your life and regrets, rhyme, and put humor in it too. Congrats dude.

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