Hey, I relate to a lot of what you just said. What stops me when I'm feeling helpless is fear, but what keeps me going in between that are the tiny rare moments I don't feel helpless. I don't want to go for help either, and I can't find anything much that helps. But in saying that, hearing you say you just want the courage breaks my heart. In my dark moments I want it too. I wish for you that you could feel small moments where you forget about the dark. Even if they are fleeting, I cherish them, and in those moments I am so glad I haven't given in yet. Please try. You don't have to get help (I almost wish I wanted help), because some days I can feel what it would be like without the dark. That's what I want more of, something that suicide can't give me. Please try, do it for you, and all of us who struggle, and anyone around you
I have good moments sometimes too. I just wish I had those more than the dark moments. Most people think I am some happy go lucky woman, no one realizes just how unhappy I am. No one ever will either. I hope things get better for you too.
yeeeeeeessss!!! atta girl!! mmmwwwaaaaahhhh
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A 1911 with.45 hollowpoints. Soon...
This does NOT sound like me ><
This was not stamped :) GO back to watching.