My boyfriend cheated on me and gave me an std?

[Anonymous]

I am in so much pain. The other day i went to the doctor and she told me I had an std which was luckily very curable. But I was clean before my boyfriend went on a trip so I knew he cheated. I called him and he denied it.. then he called me back and pretty much said that a girl pulled him in and he said no and never went all the way.. obviously a lie. We were in an incredible relationship for 4 years. I'm pretty sure this is the worst pain a human being is possible of feeling. I feel absolutely heartbroken and I actually feel as though I was raped considering he put my health in such danger. I broke up with him on the spot and I keep getting texts from him saying he can't believe he did that and that he's sorry. Someone help me. My insides feel shattered.

Updates

+1 y

Thank you everyone for the support. I am doing really well now. I now see this experience as my way out of a relationship that i was unhappy in and wouldn't have had the guts to end it any other way. I'm looking very forward to my future without him in my life.

[Antizzl]

You weren't raped. You were betrayed. Don't you go fuck up this guys life cuz you both made a mistake. Your mistake was to sleep with this guy unprotected his mistake was to cheat on you unprotected and sleep with you unprotected. I understand your hurt. You got an STD did you really think you were special enough that it couldn't happen to you? I would be glad it wasn't anything permanent. Let this be a lesson to you that you are not as special as you think. Make sure to not make the same mistake again. You trusted him with your health. I would not hell I'm not that trusting in people. We are nothing but walking talking bags of biohazard. And the worst pain is when you go into get tested for STD's and your results come back that you are dying.

[AustinMan]

I'm really sorry. Betrayal is a terrible thing to experience, particularly when it has the kinds of consequences that you're dealing with. Let it hurt for a week or two and then start the very, very difficult process of putting your life back together.

[PhantomLights]

I'm so sorry. But you're right to leave him. He's not worth your health. He should have never done that.

[Anonymous]

I feel your pain girl and I know exactly what you are feeling. It literally is the worst pain someone can experience. Especially when you did literally EVERYTHING for that other person. Feel better friend : ((((

[Jersey1]

Cheaters never change. Stay away from him. Find the guy you were meant for.

[Jersey1]

Oh, and you only found out this time because of an STD. How many other times did he do it in 4 years I wonder.

[hypno-trip]

That is really so awful, I am so sorry you had to go through that... you deserve a thousand hugs.

[Skadouchebag]

This is why I wear a purity ring.

[emerald77]

How, I'm so sorry...