Life is kicking me in the ass right now?

Maybe I'm just being a bitch or whinny. Im so tired of always having to make the first move when it comes to guys. Also im going to prom with a guy but as friends and i think he think of it as a date and i really do not like him like that how do i make it known that i dont like him without being mean?
Life is kicking me in the ass right now?
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