Is it weird I feel happy to be rejected by a guy?

I (24F) a crush on this guy (19M) for almost a year. We did speak for a bit, hit it off? and exchanged numbers. But when i texted them, i noticed that i was the only one leading convos and they would text one word answers so i ended up ghosting them. Yes ik that was not the right move and i tried manifesting them back into my life for months but none of it worked. I realize that i am about to graduate and a relationship with this man would not work at all because of obvious imcompatibilities i overlooked. not to mention he reminded me of a certain ex. So i decide to confess (mind you i have never done this) and prayed for a rejection because i realize that I'm not ready for any kind of emotional tie. As expected i confess and he rejects me by stating that he was trying to get into a relationship with someone else. Ngl it hurt but wished them good luck and that was that. But weirdly today i woke up and i was happy and peaceful about getting rejected.

Is it weird I feel happy to be rejected by a guy?
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