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Do nice guys finish last?

MementoMori777
And I'm speaking in general not just love, I kinda gave up on that shit a minute ago but I'm speaking in general in life, they can get pushed over and I'm sure they are probably the ones that end up dead as well, I can say I've reached moments where I miss my old lifestyle, the gunsounds ringing my ears, the adrenaline rushes, scarring my fists with people's teeth, the lack of sympathy for others, running on people's fear and respect, I know I spread the word of God a lot but I'd be lying if I'd say I didn't sometimes wish I was my old self because living was much easier not giving a fuck, I know it, I know God knows how I feel so I'd only be lying to myself, what changed me was seeing my fam suffer from my decisions and seeing my mother cry from my stupid decisions is what made me change so I turned to God's guidance but I feel like I'm lying to myself with trying to be a good person and even tho now I have sympathy for others, I wouldn't without God and it makes me wonder how I'd be without my family and how I'd change when my family is no longer with me considering God use them as stepping stones to get me to where I'm at, nice guys is like sending a warrior with a Shield and no sword, or a soldier with no gun, it's like a disadvantage in life, a definition of a war zone in my head I guess ha and if you are reading this part it means you a G cause you read the whole shit lol

I know many believe that I think that I'm perfect or whatever cause I have morals and I go by the word of God but that's not the case cause the full story goes deeper, this is just one of the things in mind and it's a whole battlefield but either ways, y'all think nice guys finish last? cause I do and if they aren't last they dead.
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And by guys I mean nice people in general lol
Do nice guys finish last?
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