When I was 7 I broke my arm as my sister pulled me on her bike and me on skates. Turned into the brick sidewalk and the mortar joints screwed me. She and the next older sister made fun of me because I asked my mom, looking at that freaky curved arm, If I was going to die. This laughter came weeks later of course. But the next year we were at a neighbors house whose grandkids were visiting and being the youngest and only boy was elected to push that same sister that rode the bike a bench swing with a grandkids on with her. I don't have any idea how but that damn swing frame tipped over. A frame built from what seems in memory being 4" pipe. Now my memory has always been the top rail hitting me on the head and bouncing up while knocking me down and landing on my leg. I don't think my head is that hard because I still have a dime size dent where it broke my leg. I have a misty memory of screaming,"I'm dead, I'm dead." You can imagine the laughter I got from those to sisters for close to 15 years as they would tell new friends, in my presence, the story. So I know that's not your meaning but never have I let myself feel quite that low. You can't give up.
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Lying in a hospital bed 2.5 years ago semi paralyzed wishing I was dead. 0/10 don't recommend! Guillain-Barre Syndrome SUCKS
I'm an emotional person. I rarely ever feel cold, lifeless, and depressed. The one time was when a show ended suddenly, and in a really unsatisfying way. For days I just felt dead, for some strange reason. Like there was nothing to look forward to, like I'd lost a part of me
Usually when people close to me pass away.
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After my ex called me from rehab to say she was sorry and I could tell she didn't mean it and there was someone behind her making sure she did it.
I didn't know she had been in one, she got there after hanging out with a guy I warned her about, doing stuff I stopped talking to her over.
That fucked me up worse than the breakup to be honest. I wonder is she had enough respect for me or our past at that point to even wonder if I'd be able to tell.
She started crying, explaining everything she went through, I could feel her pain, she went through a really hard time, but I knew she was lying about being ready to change and feeling responsible for all the bad she brought both of us.
Made me feel like I wasted all that time on her. Like how dumb could I have been.
I felt a good numb feeling for two years after my mom died. I was going with the flows slash maintaining in someways operating at minimum level just to make sure that things were going.
early teen years were not so fun, at times...
Most of the times i feel dead inside, especially since 10 years till this day!
Now.. Im giving up on life again and self harm is coming back into mind
I don;t know, sometimes I feel like that when i am really tired or depressed.
isn't that kinda just life tho
First week of this month
hmm
2013
As I type this
Never felt that way.
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