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So an autistic friend with antisocial personality disorder who has trouble knowing what's appropriate and not appropriate and lacks awareness tried to prank me by pretending to send me an innocent video about cooking and then when I clicked the video it was something else... something illegal and very disturbing. So illegal and disturbing that the video got taken down like 2 days after being posted and the channel it was on got terminated.
And I won't even describe it because it was truly disturbing and awful. It did something to my brain. It's been two months since I watched it and to this day I just haven't been able to get over just how SHOCKING the video was.
I brought up the feelings to my friend who sent it and he seemed genuinely sorry and promised to never send such a disturbing video to me over again "or at least not something THIS level of disturbing" in his words.
But anyway I'm looking for tips. The video keeps re-entering my mind no matter how hard I try not to think about it. I've been having nightmares and even night terrors over it. I really don't know what to do.
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No idea, but if the 'tard is acting both simultaneously autistic and antisocial then maybe isn't 'tistic at all. The tism is a genetic mutated condition, almost like the kids who are obese by age 6. There is probably something like acquired autism just like there is acquired obesity in genetically normal people. Real obesity is the genetic one that cannot be prevented, and so is real autism. Antisocial behavior is learned. And if he grew up in an environment that taught him to be antisocial then likely that same environment was conducive to developing acquired autism.
I'd say be sad. That tistic person does not have the ability to be sad. He should strive to be sad. You should strive to be sad. Doesn't matter if it doesn't go away for you, the worst thing you can do is start pretending that horrors are normal.
Spoken like a self diagnosed acquired autist.
The autism spam monster strikes again 👹
Get therapy. It really helps.
Really basic advice but probably the correct one as random people on the internet, or heck even if it were random people in real life just aren't experienced with mental health stuff. Not even friends and family really.
Exactly. Also, without generally what the video was about (rape? Pedophilia? Torturing people or animals? I can’t think of anything else that would evoke such a visceral reaction), I really can’t advise you properly.
Isn't believable.
What isn't believable?
lol. grow a pair and get over it
Really productive advice. Like telling a rape victim "grow a pair and get over it." Or telling a cancer patient grow a pair and get over it. Or telling someone who just lost their whole family grow a pair and get over it. You wouldn't do that would you? Or I hope not at least.
It's an online video not rape or cancer. Quit being such a fuckin pussy.
You just have no idea just how SHOCKING the video was. If you had you'd be thinking different. Truly repulsive, illegal, disturbing, the worst thing a person can do, etc. Believe me. It was SHOCKING.
lol. maybe the internet isn't for you
No you don't understand this wasn't normal content. It wasn't something that was only slightly disturbing. It was so disturbing the video was taken down and the channel terminated. Only a monster as bad as the people making the video would watch it and be unfazed. I wouldn't consider myself someone offended easily but this was different. Trust me.
apparently you are someone offended easily
Okay since you've decided to get extremely rude and snarky I'll just tell you, there's no easy way to say this, but it was child porn. And by that I mean children actually getting raped and penetrated by full grown men. Grown men raping them as the children cried. And it was really violent too. Hitting and smacking the children as they bled. The children only looked to be like 5 years old. And I could tell it wasn't AI or anything like that. I naturally couldn't watch very long before clicking out though it took me a few seconds extra to click out since I was so shocked and frozen.
You got any smartass condescending comments to make now? Am I a pussy for being disturbed by child porn? For all I know you're possibly into that aren't you?
So what was it
Uh I'm not sure you wanna know. And by that I mean you REALLY don't wanna know. But if you really wanna picture it it was something super illegal, super disgusting, super evil, basically the worst thing a person can do. The type of thing that's immediately taken down when posted on any platform and the person who posted it banned and gets on an FBI list. Yeah. THAT bad.
I've watched videos of terrorists lighting people on fire. Try me.
Im waiting
Alright then since you're literally asking for it anyway, there's no easy way to say this, but it was child porn. And by that I mean children actually getting raped and penetrated by full grown men. Grown men raping them as the children cried. And it was really violent too. Hitting and smacking the children as they bled. The children only looked to be like 5 years old. And I could tell it wasn't AI or anything like that. I naturally couldn't watch very long before clicking out though it took me a few seconds extra to click out since I was so shocked and frozen.
Even if my friend is autistic and has ASPD I have no idea why he thought sending this video as a "prank" was a good idea.
So im assuming you notified the fbi about the video of child rape that your friend had access to right? Knowing full well the fbi can track it even if deleted, right?
Oh yes for sure. I first reported it on YouTube though I'm not sure that does anything. Then I notified the FBI. Thank God for the FBI in cases like this.
Good. Because if not, id be filing one on you so they can backtrack it.