Your crazy if you think people are nice when drunk my mother is mean as a junk yard dog after a few shots. and belive it or not people don't need drugs to be happy
I know, you told me about your mom before, but my dad told me that his dad used to be so happy and nice to his family after he returned drunk from the bar.
it varies from person to person, and i disagree, Marijuana is even used to treat depression... you've never suffered from REAL depression that much, believe me the only thing that keeps me going is my Asantra pills, I would've killed myself by now if not for them...
First off don't pretend you know everything around me because you don't. I did suffer from depression and damn near killed myself I did have a knife to critical vanes I didn't do it because my phone started rining. Second my point is made I said if it was from time to time and wasn't mean my cousins dad beat the living shit out of his mom when drunk pulled her around by her hair even killed a few men. I can understand drugs when they use them for medical emergency like cancer or something but an other time I do not want it near me
Yah one was a teen boy no more than 13 he ran over with a truck didn't even look back at him he's been to prison more times than count and threatened to burn me my family even his 2 sons alive in the house. also not poor husband because I'll never have a husband
I swear I people these days don't read the first part of anything. I said he was not real and that none of this shit was serious other than 2 or 3 things. and that he was from a fucking made up spell when I was 9. Ps I'm not a girl who only dates perfect because I don't date at all do to life style choice and the whole I hate people thing
homesteading. life as a settler on a homestead. meaning self-reliant meaning using pump house for water using solar or the wind for power cutting hooves milking cows goats growing collecting eggs from chickens and butchering these animals thair food growing your veggies and fruit and what not
My cousin went to federal prison for 5 years for it. My aunt came pretty cloce to perison. my mom and dad both quit drugs when I turned 10 years old. man I'm starting to get tiered I almost finished cleaning the fridge did dishes for 9 people cleaned the house took care of animals and washed 3 bags of Apple's
That is rough, my friends don't do any hardcore drugs, they smoke weed, pills, and drink and I am not trying to make that casual, it is till a terrible thing.
Sorry to hear about all that, I am glad your parents and relatives have quit! I just wish my friends would to, but their addictions are rooted in pleasure, anxiety, and other internal issues that they might not want to address and use these things as a coping mechanism. I hope they face it sooner rather than later.
don't get me wrong the way i deal with it is not a go way either but its better than frying my brain. I mean when my grand ma died i punched a cement wall till my hand was bleeding.
I punched my bathroom wall, closet wall, bed room wall, drywall so wasn't bad feeling at all, but my family has railed on me for that. Not a good way either, but I agree, not permanently damaging my body. Haven't punched anything in a while so that is good.
Nobody knows I do it I'm pretty good at hiding my pain and feelings. so after people are done ripping and tareing at me "I'm the omega of the family meaning I'm who people take thair anger out on "I take off in the woods and start screaming punching kicking a braking old dead trees and what not
I use to hit a tree with a baseball bat, rattled my hands well. I just keep all my issues inside and have messed up so many things. It is like I want myself to be miserable, like I am hard on myself for no reason. Then comes other ridicule and other people don't understand. Everyone thinks, for whatever reason, I am calm and have everything together when I can't make it one day without tearing my mind apart.
Neither can I I'm actually scared of messing something up hell I run something through My mind for days before I'll say what I want for dinner. If somone yells or criticise me ill appear perfectly fine or defensive but as soon as people can't see or hear me I have a break down and start crying tearing my mind completely aprt
I feel ya, I am trying to fix myself now though, focus on God more than myself really. My mind deceives me too much and I can't handle it. If I were to get help, my parents will always look at me as a psycho, and my friends might too. So I just have to keep this to myself.
Most who are religious think I'm a demon or possessed because I don't like to be touched and My behavior Is odd I hold my head low and kinda hunched over glare at people who approach me watching every move they make untrusting. I hiss bite and scratch have earrings. So I have old lady's praying for me and people trying to touch my head trying to repel demons. The last time I went to church it was church camp they made me ware a skirt and every night I had 6 or 7 people touching my forehead my arms tilting my head around. it freaks me out so church makes me uncomfortable nurvis I feel like everything I do I'm being judged and always feel extremely stupid because I never know the awnsers to anything they ask. I'll admit I do like church songs it was fun for me when they made us sing but everything else scared and freaked me out.
That is strange, I am Christian and my church is nothing like that, especially my church camp! So, maybe you just have a strange church, but don't let a strange church make you think all of them are that way. I love jamming to church songs, do you listen to Rend Collective, Phil Whickman, Big Daddy Weave (lol), or Switchfoot?
I have been to many churches all over the country and everyone trys to touch me even different religion churches. and it's more because in Like Sunday school I'm the only one who dosent know the awnser and it makes me feel stupid and makes me tare my mind apart even more. I don't know who sings them half the time I'm guessing the words but I still know what thair about to say even when I never heard the song before. I used to sing the one my angle teddy bare sang you know the whole Jesus's loves me yes I know for the bible tells me so. I also used to sing let's go down to the river an pray.
I don't like it because I don't like people. Been to a Mormon church probably 30 Pentecostal church and a Christian church once with my grandma. Ps I'm sorry they are all probably spelled completely wrong
That explains a lot, you need to go to more Christian churches like the one your grandmother went to, like a nondenominational Christian church, not a catholic one, or a pentecostal one, defiantly not a mormon one.
That is fine, I can understand what your saying. I have good mormon friends, but I don't believe in their religion at all. I don't think it is a good religion.
I only went because mom had a friend and he annoyed us long enough so we went and left within 10 minutes I went to a Christian church several times. just because I don't go to church don't mean I don't have morals. I obviously think murder drugs alcohol self harm suicide polygamous divorce abortion and all that to be wrong. I pretty much boarder line religion and atheist. I mean because I don't go to church dosent make me bad when I'm older I plan to get a slay and reindeer to pull children who were abandoned by thair parents around on Christmas eve. I plan to buy a little projector so they can have a movie night. I even plan to foster some of the older kids who are less likely to get a home so they can feel like somone cares about them. I also plan to make a deal with local kill shelters that any animals they putt to death road to give me instead.(AkA because I pick up strays train them fix them up and find them homes)
I didn't mean to say that you have no morals if what I said came out that way. That is interesting you want to adopt orphans. I always thought, if my wife couldn't have kids, but wanted some we would move onto a large piece of land, and we would have a huge house and several houses but smaller ones like a guest house. There would be fields of green grass, a fence, dogs, cats, chickens and maybe other animals. We could adopt 5-10 maybe 20 kids, and live off the farm, however this would only be if I had won the lottery or had made a bunch of money. Then my wife and I would send them to college and such, I think that would be really nice.
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I failed #2, 5, 11 and 19. Otherwise I would fit your fantasy perfect guy. Lol
lol this are not actually expectations
When you're Disney asf and also hit puberty and are now interested in guys
agine list from when i was 9 not real expectations
Like I said Disney asf
ok then
Why is there a hand grenade in the hygiene picture?
That's not a grenade
What is it?
It's just a loofa basically a stiff sponge with netting some women use to clean thair skin in the shower
Ahh yeah I have one in my shower. But that looks more like a grenade than a loofa
yah have to look close i thought it was 2
Sigh, we'd all like that.
I don't think all people would like my virson of a perfect boy dude
No, but most of those things are what all women generally want, excluding the outward part
Outward part?
The apperance
you describe some guy that doesn't exist
I said it was a made up dude
There is nothing wrong with this Take.
everyone else seems to think so even though it just a list i made when i was 9 not real expectations
What I notice is that your 'expectations' are good enough. You said you want a man with money but doesn't need a million dollars.
no, you don't understand I don't care if he has money he just needs to understand financing
You mean you want him to be frugal, which is also good.
i guess you could say that.
I like girls who can spell height properly lol
hay shut up i had to make this damn thing 5 times because it got deleted before I hit enter. so at this point, i said fuck grammar and spelling
hahaha Sorry @soulbabe but he has a point. Although I get you, I rush type and don't reread.
@mamamai I litterly said spelling and grammar is something I struggle with
3 4 6 8 13 15 16 17 ❤️❤️❤️
whats with the hearts?
Even cigarettes and alcohol?🙁
I'm talking about num 8. drugs
I'd much prefer he not smoke at all drinking is ok as long as he's not mean and dose it in moderation
Most people get even more kind after they drink...
Your poor Husband 😂
Your crazy if you think people are nice when drunk my mother is mean as a junk yard dog after a few shots. and belive it or not people don't need drugs to be happy
I know, you told me about your mom before, but my dad told me that his dad used to be so happy and nice to his family after he returned drunk from the bar.
it varies from person to person, and i disagree, Marijuana is even used to treat depression... you've never suffered from REAL depression that much, believe me the only thing that keeps me going is my Asantra pills, I would've killed myself by now if not for them...
First off don't pretend you know everything around me because you don't. I did suffer from depression and damn near killed myself I did have a knife to critical vanes I didn't do it because my phone started rining. Second my point is made I said if it was from time to time and wasn't mean my cousins dad beat the living shit out of his mom when drunk pulled her around by her hair even killed a few men. I can understand drugs when they use them for medical emergency like cancer or something but an other time I do not want it near me
"even killed a few men"
HOLY SHIT!!! you have a dangerous family...
Yah one was a teen boy no more than 13 he ran over with a truck didn't even look back at him he's been to prison more times than count and threatened to burn me my family even his 2 sons alive in the house. also not poor husband because I'll never have a husband
OK, glad you're still alive bro.
I question from time to time if I am
you will Love markiplier
Who?
look on youtube
Ha! I found most of this to be amusing!
well it was a list from when i was 9
Just another woman who only dates perfect guys.
I swear I people these days don't read the first part of anything. I said he was not real and that none of this shit was serious other than 2 or 3 things. and that he was from a fucking made up spell when I was 9. Ps I'm not a girl who only dates perfect because I don't date at all do to life style choice and the whole I hate people thing
I mean, he might exist haha
yah ha no he dosent and yah no it
know
Good luck with that 👍
Not real expectations
Yeah but the person you marry you should find them perfect for you.
I'm not going to marry because I'm not going to date so I'll be alone my whole life
Why because you can't find a guy like that ☝️?
o hell no becuss im going to live on a homstead and no guy my age would want to do that
What is a homstead?
homesteading. life as a settler on a homestead. meaning self-reliant meaning using pump house for water using solar or the wind for power cutting hooves milking cows goats growing collecting eggs from chickens and butchering these animals thair food growing your veggies and fruit and what not
I loved the organized section lol
why?
That sounds awesome!
I'm sorry I think you posted on the wrong thing. What's awesome?
Like that is similar to myself lol
What's the same?
The things I look for in a person
And u look for what?
Traits I like are: Integrity, kindness, knows how to have fun, intelligence, humble, Christian
wants kids
wants to live simply, not rely on technology
has a heart like a child, and can just have fun without the need of substances like drugs, alcohol, or other means.
You look for what in a person?
Those things I listed.
Yah I saw that my cell just picked up what I said is all. I grew to hate drugs and alcohol do to my childhood. My grandma was Christian
My family is Christian, so am I, I just don't see the purpose of why people do it. Waste of their life. never the less still a sin
I never did it obviously but I did see it wreck people's lives and I want no part of it
Yeah, it is a sad thing to see, my friends do it, (aquaninstences) more or less, I wish they stoped.
My cousin went to federal prison for 5 years for it. My aunt came pretty cloce to perison. my mom and dad both quit drugs when I turned 10 years old. man I'm starting to get tiered I almost finished cleaning the fridge did dishes for 9 people cleaned the house took care of animals and washed 3 bags of Apple's
That is rough, my friends don't do any hardcore drugs, they smoke weed, pills, and drink and I am not trying to make that casual, it is till a terrible thing.
My mom is an alcoholic and my dad was an alcoholic till I was 13 mom and dad did pot my aunt and cousin was meth
Sorry to hear about all that, I am glad your parents and relatives have quit! I just wish my friends would to, but their addictions are rooted in pleasure, anxiety, and other internal issues that they might not want to address and use these things as a coping mechanism. I hope they face it sooner rather than later.
Yah most use them for that but I never did use them for my problems
Either have I, and never will. I had pretty bad moments, but never went to those because that would make me worse
don't get me wrong the way i deal with it is not a go way either but its better than frying my brain. I mean when my grand ma died i punched a cement wall till my hand was bleeding.
I punched my bathroom wall, closet wall, bed room wall, drywall so wasn't bad feeling at all, but my family has railed on me for that. Not a good way either, but I agree, not permanently damaging my body. Haven't punched anything in a while so that is good.
Nobody knows I do it I'm pretty good at hiding my pain and feelings. so after people are done ripping and tareing at me "I'm the omega of the family meaning I'm who people take thair anger out on "I take off in the woods and start screaming punching kicking a braking old dead trees and what not
I use to hit a tree with a baseball bat, rattled my hands well. I just keep all my issues inside and have messed up so many things. It is like I want myself to be miserable, like I am hard on myself for no reason. Then comes other ridicule and other people don't understand. Everyone thinks, for whatever reason, I am calm and have everything together when I can't make it one day without tearing my mind apart.
Neither can I I'm actually scared of messing something up hell I run something through My mind for days before I'll say what I want for dinner. If somone yells or criticise me ill appear perfectly fine or defensive but as soon as people can't see or hear me I have a break down and start crying tearing my mind completely aprt
I feel ya, I am trying to fix myself now though, focus on God more than myself really. My mind deceives me too much and I can't handle it. If I were to get help, my parents will always look at me as a psycho, and my friends might too. So I just have to keep this to myself.
Most who are religious think I'm a demon or possessed because I don't like to be touched and My behavior Is odd I hold my head low and kinda hunched over glare at people who approach me watching every move they make untrusting. I hiss bite and scratch have earrings. So I have old lady's praying for me and people trying to touch my head trying to repel demons. The last time I went to church it was church camp they made me ware a skirt and every night I had 6 or 7 people touching my forehead my arms tilting my head around. it freaks me out so church makes me uncomfortable nurvis I feel like everything I do I'm being judged and always feel extremely stupid because I never know the awnsers to anything they ask. I'll admit I do like church songs it was fun for me when they made us sing but everything else scared and freaked me out.
That is strange, I am Christian and my church is nothing like that, especially my church camp! So, maybe you just have a strange church, but don't let a strange church make you think all of them are that way. I love jamming to church songs, do you listen to Rend Collective, Phil Whickman, Big Daddy Weave (lol), or Switchfoot?
I have been to many churches all over the country and everyone trys to touch me even different religion churches. and it's more because in Like Sunday school I'm the only one who dosent know the awnser and it makes me feel stupid and makes me tare my mind apart even more. I don't know who sings them half the time I'm guessing the words but I still know what thair about to say even when I never heard the song before. I used to sing the one my angle teddy bare sang you know the whole Jesus's loves me yes I know for the bible tells me so. I also used to sing let's go down to the river an pray.
The one about Jesus loves me is "I want to go back" by david durham
What kind of church? Nevertheless they are not trying to make fun of you, they are trying to help you the best they can.
I don't like it because I don't like people. Been to a Mormon church probably 30 Pentecostal church and a Christian church once with my grandma. Ps I'm sorry they are all probably spelled completely wrong
That explains a lot, you need to go to more Christian churches like the one your grandmother went to, like a nondenominational Christian church, not a catholic one, or a pentecostal one, defiantly not a mormon one.
That is fine, I can understand what your saying. I have good mormon friends, but I don't believe in their religion at all. I don't think it is a good religion.
I only went because mom had a friend and he annoyed us long enough so we went and left within 10 minutes I went to a Christian church several times. just because I don't go to church don't mean I don't have morals. I obviously think murder drugs alcohol self harm suicide polygamous divorce abortion and all that to be wrong. I pretty much boarder line religion and atheist. I mean because I don't go to church dosent make me bad when I'm older I plan to get a slay and reindeer to pull children who were abandoned by thair parents around on Christmas eve. I plan to buy a little projector so they can have a movie night. I even plan to foster some of the older kids who are less likely to get a home so they can feel like somone cares about them. I also plan to make a deal with local kill shelters that any animals they putt to death road to give me instead.(AkA because I pick up strays train them fix them up and find them homes)
I didn't mean to say that you have no morals if what I said came out that way. That is interesting you want to adopt orphans. I always thought, if my wife couldn't have kids, but wanted some we would move onto a large piece of land, and we would have a huge house and several houses but smaller ones like a guest house. There would be fields of green grass, a fence, dogs, cats, chickens and maybe other animals. We could adopt 5-10 maybe 20 kids, and live off the farm, however this would only be if I had won the lottery or had made a bunch of money. Then my wife and I would send them to college and such, I think that would be really nice.
I plan to build my house from the ground up. well obviously if I can I'd want kids of My own
Yeah same here, I think adoption is a great option if my wife could't be able to.
If I can I'll have 2 or 3 of my own any others will be adopted
Yeah that sounds like a good number, I would want 4 max of my own.
I grew up a home schooled only child and it sucked
I had one brother but went to public school, so that was good. Are you going to college at least?
I fully intended on going to college
You will get to experience a lot of people there depending on the size of the school so at least you can look forward to that.
I actually don't like people I have been by my self most my life so big groups of people freaks me out
I get that, I guess it is just what your use too
Pretty much yah
I'm the perfect guy
yah uh sure you are we all know he don't exists
I exist
i think yah be fibbing
He doesn't exist.
Didn't I litterly say like 4 times he's a made up dude from a spell when I was 9
Good girl.
Huh?
Interesting
Perfec is subjective
Huh?
What is perfect to uou isn't to me