My boyfriend said someone else was beautiful (a celebrity) is it irrational to be a little sad about it?

Cookies_AndMilk
My boyfriend and I were talking and I was asking him a bunch of random questions. I asked him about other women being beautiful (his friends, ex's, blah blah) for all of them he said no, then I asked about Jhene Aiko and he said "oh of course!" This hurt my feelings because she's obviously gorgeous and it made me feel like I could not compare. My boyfriend tells me everyday that he loves me and practically everyday he just sits there and admires me. He'll just stare and smile, telling me how cute, adorable, and beautiful I am. When we talked about it he said she's not beautiful in the way I am, he says of course he'll think other women are beautiful, but they do not compare to me. He tells me that my version of beautiful is unique to myself, whereas Jhene Aiko is just like any other random girl. I'm not quite sure how I feel about this. I know she's a celeb, but I've never been big on celebrities. I don't understand the level of attraction a lot of people have, I just look at celebs like regular people so I've never had a celebrity crush, at least nothing lasting more than a week or two. I truly believe my boyfriend is the most handsom man in the world. No other man can compare to what I have, I simply love him too much. I don't know if he is saying he is aware of her and other women's beauty without the admiration, or is saying he thinks they're beautiful without anymore depth, just simply admiration. To me there's a difference, I can acknowledge someone's attractiveness and not admire a single thing about them. I understand she is not me, but if there is admiration for her or anyone else's beauty that really hurts. Should I be sad about this? Whenever I see her face or hear her music I immediately change it, it makes me sad and puts me in comparison mode. I tried to avoid that thinking at all costs. To me it's the same as calling any regular woman beautiful, I just want to be the only one, not the best one of all.
My boyfriend said someone else was beautiful (a celebrity) is it irrational to be a little sad about it?
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