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What should I do and would she accept?

I like that girl we know each other since 2 years im is customer then 3 months ago i told her i like her and she was so happy with me we didn't go out because i messed up everything by my high temper personality and she was so upset because i said im not really into you my bad. But we was talking on WhatsApp for weeks and she was calm and like she didn't mind to fix everything i just said few bad words to her but nothing nasty. Then 2 days ago went to her work place then I asked about her they told me she traveled its her vacation , i was so disappointed contacted her in WhatsApp said i went there but you left
She said my bad. I lost my temper again i said today i feel i totally moved on and I dont want anything from you. I blocked her in WhatsApp. Deep in my heart I want her i want to be with her and i miss the first day talked her.

I want to leave her alone just because I don't want to hurt her emotion i have problem with holding myself when i go angry but that's not the reality its just temporary thing

I want to go there when she back and tell her i want start from scratch with you i miss you in my life my days.

What should i do.
What should I do and would she accept?
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