Just lost my best friend because we had a toxic relationship of codependency and I wanted more, how do I move on?

[Anonymous]

It was so bad, she knew my feelings, we would take breaks, come back to each other, take breaks come back and each time we reconnected my feelings always came back after a while and I either had to talk about it or let her know it's difficult and I can't be friends to which she would be upset and today, it all came to an end.

I don't even wanna live.

[Avicenna]

You need distractions. It's going to take time.