She was my only friend, we talked every day, sunrise to sunset for many months, she's the only non family member I've exchanged "I love you" with, but today, she said goodbye. I tried very hard not to cry, but I couldn't help it. I've been fighting 6 severe mental illnesses, I've been in and out of the hospital a lot the past few months, and I was the loneliest and saddest I'd ever been before I met her. I was nothing before, and she turned me into something by giving me a purpose, my ability to heal someone else, it brought me higher and higher, and turned me into a man, but then she said it has to end. I moved last summer, and nobody likes me here, people are absolutely repulsed by me because I'm very different and not what they're used to, hence why I have no other friends and I really did love her and this keeps my record alive of my heart being broken everytime I give it to someone I thought cared about me. How do I deal with this?
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