I wrote a letter to this guy kind of awhile ago, as way to get my feelings out, my thoughts, thinking it’d help me move on from him. But it didn’t, sometimes I think like what if I just gave it to him to read, it’s not really like a love letter more of like a “I’m sorry I screwed it, I’d like to try again” letter. Sometimes I see him around the hang out spot which is weird bc he knows I go there, so he either doesn’t really give an eff about me, or so unbothered about what happened w. Or he is bothered and affected like me I don't know. Anyway, I was gonna give it to him, bc I can’t express how I feel face to face I can’t even talk to him sometimes. Every time I see him I just get sad all over again. I figured I can’t make things anymore worse or awkward, if anything he’d stop going to the hang out which I low key wish he would, since he’s got a car and I don’t. So anyway yeah, I was gonna give it to him next time I see him in passing or something but then today I saw that he followed a girl on ig, like a really pretty girl who could possibly be his girlfriend, since they have mutual followers and he’s barely following girls, maybe like 4 and then i saw they were following each other and just think that’s his girlfriend.. I mean she’s totally his type :( he’s a pretty private guy, and so I would think if he followed a pretty girl like her then it’s his girlfriend.. or going to be... I don't know. Either way, she’s pretty and his type and they’re both following each other so I’m pretty sure they’re dating.. but I don’t want to assume anything. Do you think it’s still a good idea to give him the letter? Or try and find out if he’s really dating her? I don’t ever see him around and wouldn’t know how to find out, so I’m kind of at loss on what to do now...
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not sure if would make a difference but they both didn't like any pics of each other that they posted I don't know.. so it just makes me feel like they’re seeing each other :( and I also ruined all the opportunities I had to talk to him, now it’s too late.
