He respects me too much for sex?

Anonymous
so I’ve been friends with this guy for 5 years, we’ve always been really close/ like best friends/ but also flirty/ sexual chemistry flows etc. We have spoke a lot previously about us having sex, and he didn’t want too. Skip forwArd a few more months and we ended up alone, we kissed etc and nearly ended up sleeping together but he stopped. He’s always said he respects me too much to have sex with me, he didn’t have a normal childhood regarding sex, and has always seen sex as a dirty thing. He has a particular type of girl he would sleep with, someone not very attractive, over weight, not very pretty. He says he knows they aren’t attractive but he has sex with them once, then will rarely speak to them again. I’m worried he doesn’t find me attractive as I’m the opposite, not overly pretty but I do get a lot of attention. He’s always said I’m more of a long term thing than a one night thing, but he won’t allow anything to happen between us. Anyway, he says it’s not becus he doesn’t want too, he just respects me more than them, but I’m just so confused. I’m not sure if I’m what he wants or not.
He respects me too much for sex?
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