DO I LIKE HIM OR NOT?

My bestie who is very sweet and really really really likes me also who takes care of me like no other person will ever do and has been waiting for me since past 6 months, last week i felt i had feelings for him but then later on i thought those were just mood swings... today i told him that i don't like him and he shouldn't wait for me anymore... he even cried. After that i even made out with a guy (for whom i have no feelings) but now i feel like that was a mistake he shouldn't have said no I don't know y but it just feels like a huge mistake i feel selfish and i don't feel like he deserves this for what all he has done for me... do i like him and should confess it or is it just phase and i don't like him that way?
DO I LIKE HIM OR NOT?
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