Hello I dont know how I can explainthis but I been having feeling that feel werid and I haven'thave this feeling since3 grade?

I have a girlfriend and lately I been having feeling I haven't felt in so long and I'm sacred to tell her about it bc what if she leave like the other girl did to me I been in multiple bad relationships and I haven't have feeling thrower them and this one is different because when I'm sad or not feeling well I feel a little better when she around or text and I feel more appreciative around her I don't know why I'm feeling this way it been like this since my b day can someone help
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Hello I dont know how I can explainthis but I been having feeling that feel werid and I haven'thave this feeling since3 grade?
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