Do you have trust issues?

I’ve never been in a long term serious relationship. But I was in one relationship before and it was serious to me it was my first real relationship fount the girl sees it that way now but at the time I’d like to think it was real for both of us anyway since then I’ve had multiple girls try to get with me and I’m always apprehensive at first and there always so persistent and then right when I start considering it start showing that I care they pull alway and things fall through. Now whenever I start getting to close to a girl or more accurately one starts getting to close with me I pull away I get this scared feeling in my gut. And I want no parts of it I’m scared of the seriousness of what it means and the outcome of I let myself feel cause I live hard and to easily sometimes. Now I’m scared to care or love at all. How do you go about dealing with this without getting played?
Do you have trust issues?
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