Myself and my first long term partner split in September 2022 after a domestic dispute, he was away from home going a lot, partying and just sort of pushed me and my child (not his biologically) to the side. in the beginning we were a solid family unit since my child was a year old. A lot happened in the four years we were together: loss/abortion of babies (4), him cheating multiple times, verbal and physical arguments (when my son would go to stay with my mum but around him we always kept things so healthy)
After about 2 years the family life begun to decline, he’d be out until 11pm weeknights at least 5/week, mens holidays and nothing for myself and my child, contributed little to the house financially but I kept bottling it up incase he left. Then in September I snapped, we begun rowing (I was heavily drunk) the next morning awoke with a black eye and him packing his bags, he has never admitted giving me the black eye and maintains I done it falling over but I know he didn’t like me nagging. He decided it was best to separate himself from my child, and has seen me a handful of times when my child is away/at school but contacts me at least once a week/sexts/tells me how much he loves me and it’ll never be it for us. Last week I found out he’d met someone, and is giving them everything I’d ever asked for, he seems so loved up and she is a girl with prospects, not a single mum who can’t drive (myself) she is beautiful. He accidentally sent me photos of their romantic getaway meaning to send them to his mother, I’ve broken down. I cannot eat nor sleep, I put on a brave face for my child but cannot imagine my life without him, for three days he maintained this was it and he had to move on, but then I received a message saying “it’ll never be goodbye” along with another sexting session, he blocks me when he is with her and then unblocks me when he is alone/at his mums. This man is all I have. He is my god. What do I do? I am so lost. I am so lonely without him
*soul tie* Do I move on or wait?
