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Will I ever have a wife or a family of my own?

I rented a small cabin for tonight at a campground. It is nice and cozy, but there is definitely something (or rather someone) missing, and that is my wife. I am all alone in this small cabin. While I am enjoying this, it would be far more better if I had a wife to cuddle up next to and my own children to play around the campfire and roast marshmallows with. Instead, I was just rocking in the swing on the porch all by myself.

I am 28 and never even had a real girlfriend. Meanwhile, all of my childhood friends and peers I have known growing up are married, getting married, and having families of their own. I am waiting on a woman without a romantic past where we can be each other's first real relationship. I am fearful I will never find her and will end up a lonely old man one day, never getting to be a dad or husband. It terrifies me.

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Will I ever have a wife or a family of my own?
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