Relationships

Have you ever been loved genuinely in dating or a relationship?

I don't know what love feels like anymore I recently got done dealing with this girl and I loved her I loved her like I’ve never loved anyone before. She did everything she needed to really make me feel like she was making it real and even said she loved me and insisted it was how she felt. I wanted her so bad I had on rose tintines glasses her job was unconventional but I’m an open minded person and didn’t judged I don’t think your job defines you.
But man she abandoned me and the worst part of it all is knowing none of it was real. None of the love and none of the support and compliments. She did everything you’d ideal want in a girl and it was all fake she probably isn’t even like that in an actual relationship.
So then are there really any girls out there like that who just actually care and want o support and love someone so much it hurts. If so I don't know what that looks like anymore and to make matters worse I talked to this girl for months almost a year yet not one girls given me the time of day since then. I got done with this girl just to be alone that hurts me to my core but all the pain has been just pushed down by empty indifference I feel like I don't know.
I don’t know what it’s like to be really loved dunno if I ever willl.
Have you ever been loved genuinely in dating or a relationship?
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