Why I struggled with worshiping God when I first believed

Why I struggled with worshiping God when I first believed

The Bible teaches that you can’t receive new powers until you forget the past, but I was unwilling to let the past go because I thought my salvation was dependent on my sacrifice and hard work and not on the love of God. Forgiveness is the condition of worship and worship is the precondition for power and power is the precondition for happiness and happiness is the precondition for freedom, so forget the past because the mercies of the Lord are new every morning.

Why I struggled with worshiping God when I first believed
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