Why do I want to have kids so bad I’m not even married or have a boyfriend but why do I have this desire it’s so weird?

I see all this people happily married and having kids. I know I have open doors for the enemy through sexual sin and religious people have said it’s demons or you have a demonic spirit around you while doing an act. I have got delivered and I’m walking in freedom but I feel like I should already have a baby by now or be married. They were saying weird things like I’m pregnant spiritually with a demon and doing stuff I was entertaining demons. Also they were saying something about having spiritual spouses and that could effect you not meeting anyone in real life bc your attached to a spirit.

Why do I want to have kids so bad I’m not even married or have a boyfriend but why do I have this desire it’s so weird?
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