Do you finally understand things about your life?

[jennifer_bloom]

I used to wonder why I was always the source of gossip, slander, harassment, bullying, social bias, lies and jealousy and hate now I understand God used my enemies to keep me humble, so I would never become the arrogant and proud person I was before God changed me.

I was an arrogant, stingy, competitive, egocentric, vain and deceitful godless heathen before I discovered the bible for the first time as a teenager.

[sawno]

The last time it all made sense was when I was 23, I had it all figured out at that point. I knew my exact person and every detail on why I am who I am. It was very cool, but as it turned out not my actual destiny. Everything got flipped on its head so hard I don't know. I feel like my life is in limbo for a bit until a new destiny finds me. Until then ill just keep being me, being me is working out for me and brings others joy so I know I should be reasonably on track for whatever comes after the limbo.

[Samuel75]

No.
I'm still in the process of understanding them fully. Maybe I guess it's a continuous process which is the more you understand a certain phase the more other phases are waiting for you to unravel.

[LaureenVO]

Even though I'm young (20), I recently understood a lot of things about life. I was always a bit different (not saying this to be a pick me). My brain just worked different and I often said the wrong things. A year ago, I found out that I have autism. I'm highly intelligent, so I was very good at masking my signs and pretending to be 'normal'. That's why I always was so tired. Or why I always felt burnt out, overwhelmed. I now finally understand many things about myself and have learnt how to recognize my own symptoms. It's really nice to finally feel understood and know what was 'wrong with me'. Because that was what it felt like :)

[wynning]

I think I'm on the path to accepting things that I can't change no matter what and trying my best with everything else 😅

[Douglas1180]

I have found myself being a receptacle for others' deep pain. They use me to unleash their darkness. I use them to find love.