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I am 28, and I have had horrid luck with women my entire life. I have never had a real girlfriend before, and I have only had sex with one girl my entire life during a weekend fling/hookup over 7 and a half years ago. She was 16; I was 20. Both virgins at the time supposedly. She didn't want anything to do with me romantically after that weekend, and she was really a stranger I drove across state lines to meet.

The thing is, I am short in height at 5'6, on the Autistic Spectrum (Aspergers), and have a lot of social deficits. I still live at home and recently lost my decently-paying job. My normally homeless friend has better luck with women than I do.

I am really wanting a woman that has never had a romantic bond with another guy before, meaning no previous boyfriends or even a first love. I don't know if I will ever find that, and I may end up alone the rest of my life. I do like younger women a lot more, but I may be too old at this point. I feel may be lucky to even find a woman that has never been married or never had kids before, which I may be stuck with single moms and divorced women at some point.

There has been something weighing on my shoulders for a very long time.

I am 28, white, from the US, and I never had a real girlfriend. I am not the best looking guy in the world, probably average at best, and I am very short at 5 feet 6 inches. I am usually the shortest guy in the room by a big margin.

I have had a lot of setbacks and shortcomings over the years. I never really went to college that long, but I have companies interested in me wanting to offer me a 6 figure salary. I am a software engineer. Self taught.

As I said, I never had a real girlfriend. Most high school kids have more experience with relationships and intimacy than me. I haven't so much touched a woman in almost 8 years.

I am seeking a woman where we can be each other's first real relationship. I seek a woman that has never had a boyfriend or first love. That is a deal breaker.