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OBS! this will get a lot of hate from the feminists... Many people will say my ex was toxic. And I get why. But he protected me to the point he rather have me hate him and I'm safe than me being in danger and happy. Thinking back evan moments where I wanted to punch him in his face I realized he loved me.

Wether it was me not being allowed to walk out alone in the dark at night or me running away from home after arguing with my parents.. he would tell me to turn around to go home or he will throw me over his shoulder and take me home himself.

Or if I was hysterically crying he would pinch me down and hold me still until I calm down not leaving me evan though that's all I wanted. Cause he knew I would hurt myself if he did.

If I ever was in danger I would call him and he would come meet me up. Like one time a man was following me and I called him and he came running down. Or yesterday on my way home from work a crazy woman was following me and I called him and he stopped his gym work out and told me exacly what to do...(we are still friends).

There are more stuff he has done and is doing that I could name here that are annoying but I know he cares..

He sure can be an ASSHOLE in his own way but I'm not sure I would be here today if it wasen't for him. But am not ready to give him that ego boost...😣

Anyways I'm wondering if women would want a man to protect them like this evan when they don't want it? And would men do it?

I realize I do in the long run.

OK let’s talk about pros and cons.

Pros:

- I hate leaving the house
- I work from home
- I only want to date Arab guys and Arabs are not the majority here
- I’m bored (yes. That’s a pro)
- I met one of my exes on an app before

Cons:
- My ex was weirdly obsessed with his mother (although he was very very good looking tbh)
- So much ghosting!!! (My poor self esteem)
- People say a lot of these guys are married
- There are a lot of weirdly sexual guys on there nothing wrong with being sexual but there’s a time and place for it. Don’t tell me you want to suck my feet the first min we talk
- Rejection (I know it’s part of life but I got rejected a lot because of my religious beliefs and once cause of my looks)