I'm atheist and don't believe in forgiving everyone, esp if they're unremorseful and the damage they did was major.
I really hate my first ex boyfriend. He destroyed me psychologically and ruined my trust in people. If I hear the phrase "I love you", "You're the love of my life," or "I would like marriage (or just the word marriage) one day" from a man, I would get triggered and assume that's another scammer.
I hate him. I wish he got in an accident. I wish him dead. Is this a normal feeling to someone that hurt you badly and you can't ever get those years back?