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I haven’t really dated anyone, I was exclusive with someone for a few months back when I was 23 and had sex but I wasn’t completely into him. I just haven’t been lucky with dating apps at all, you hear they’re terrible but some get lucky from them. I don’t have a social life or in person friends so that’s my only avenue, I really don’t think I’m bad looking I’ve been told I’m cute/attractive but I don’t get attention from guys. I get matches and msgs on the apps but it’s always the ones I want don’t want me back or the ones that want me I don’t want back. Or sometimes it just doesn’t work out, I’m exhausted and have just lost interest and motivation. I check the apps but am at the point where I have to remind myself to reply to guys because I just can’t be bothered. I’ve tried almost all the free apps and tried match too. I’m the same weight I was when I was 23 but I’m a little thicker because I guess I lost some muscle mass but worry I’m going to get saggier as time goes by and when I’m even older, I’ll look at young photos of myself and just feel regret for not living it up at that point in my life. I don’t want kids and don’t have much of a sex drive, maybe that might have something to do with it?

This goes in line with some of my earlier questions. I'm extremely torn between trying to think things through and do the Right thing, and just going with it - acting before thinking. I'm scared life will pass by, or that I will regret so much of what I've done.

For example, a body count can't be lowered. AIDS can't be taken back, nor a pregnancy. A failed class is a spot on a record. Drinking can lead to so much misery (as I learned when I was young).

On the other hand, what if life passes you by? What if you get to be forty or fifty, and realize your youth was wasted on things that didn't matter?

I want to hear y'all's thoughts on this. Act and regret what you've done, or think and regret what you haven't?

We been together since last year of Feb 10,2021

He got full of negativity
We have said harsh shit
He got a job where his boss is in his life ( music industry )


Everytime I wanted to go down
And everytime he even made plans ( this is the second time that now he canceled it )

He always tells me no no don't come
Then he says it his job but tbh I feel like it more then that

We only seen each other once

Today we were talking about it
I ask him a question saying


Even when I said I wanted to come
Even when u werent on fuckin tours
U kept telling me no
BUT EVERSINCE U CHEATED ON ME
EVERSINCE U GOT CAUGHT BY MY BROTHER
EVERSINCE EVERYTHING IS LACKING
U WANT ME TO FUCKING COME

I ask him why all of a sudden he wants me to come down
He responded with : of trust
But then he said he done trying?
All because I ask him a question?

This happened last time to


I just didn't understand why he wanted me to come down all of a sudden... was it to speak to my brother was it us was it that

And eversinceche cheated on me he completely said he done trying? The only thing I know was he kept regretted his actions and fighting his negativity