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So there is this guy in uni we've had nearly the same classes for 1year and a half at first I wasn't interested at all but over time I started noticing him staring and I checked his Facebook and discovered he writes poems and his old poems were about normal life but since we started uni and saw each other they became love poems it was about him liking a girl that doesn't like him (i typically have a rbf so I always look like I'm not interested or mean) he's a social guy an extrovert and active on social media but we never talked. for the past few months whenever we walk across each other we'd stare at each other's eyes until we're out of each others sight and once I was sitting in the library and when he came in we looked at each other and when I got back home I noticed that he posted a poetry about a pretty girl at the time he was in the library. he adds girls to his social media but never adds me the last situation that happened between us is that he usually sits in the front seats in lectures and at that lecture I came in and sat at the last seat in the back he came in with his friends and sat next to me and one of his friends called him to tell him that there is a place in the front seats to sit and his other friends wanted to got sit there but he insisted in sitting next to me.

I'm a Christian and my favorite saint is Saint Anthony (saint of miracles).. I love him and devote him so much. I always pray for his blessings.

I was going to take an important exam in my life. The night before exam, I prayed to him and on the day I prayed to him.. I prayed while driving to the exam center and even prayed in the exam waiting room.

So everyone has to do a security check before entering the exam room (to make sure you dont cheat, and the invigilator will be monitoring you).. And the invigilator on duty that day was a guy named Anthony.. I didn't notice anything at that time.. he did the security check and wished me good luck.. Even while taking the exam I was praying.. I was the first one to finish my exam and I was panicking.. It was either you failed or you passed if you finish early.. When I came out of the room.. Anthony asked me how was it.. I was so anxious.. so he calmed me and said "I think you did just fine".. I smiled and drove back home. While in the car, I got this strange feeling.." Was it really him? My saint Anthony? Was he really there for me? did I actually see him an talk to him?" .. Tons of questions ran throught my mind..

I still kept prayering and 2 days after the exam.. I found out I passed.. I was over the moon.. I wasn't like studying and preparing so much for the exam but somehow I passed.. I really think it was God's and Saint Anthony's miracle..💜