I attended d same high schl with this girl, Josephine, was a class ahead, am a year older, attend d same church and both were members of d choir. I didn't take any interest in her as I didn't like her. We entered our first year at d same time 'cause I had a gap year.
My last crush was in jnr high schl and since then, didn't feel anything special for anyone.
She (Josephine) offered to cook for me after sabbath one time and I rejected with a face 'cause, I wondered why someone who's not a girlfriend or sister would cook for me (I took it as she being friendly though I still declined).
Early last year, our 2nd year, I decided to try this feelings of a thing and thought, 'who is good enough for me to go for?' And then, I thought she was good enough since she is very attractive, very smart (a pharmacy student), cooks well, sophisticated, dresses beautifully, reserved, beautiful, had great curves too, and is God-fearing (like a total package).
So, I started thinking about her a lot, and all of a sudden, she started looking more beautiful and interesting, I'd smile when I see her. We were kinda friends, as I don't have close female friends. I developed great feelings for her. So, I started chatting with her, called her once, and once saw her off to her place after church. Fell in love with Jon Bellion cause of her. Teased and simped sometimes, enjoyed everything until...
I saw her sitting by one new guy (just visited our church for a few weeks) during church service, same repeated for many sabbaths. I then decided to tell her how I felt physically one day but missed her 'cause they were together for hrs and I had to settle something briefly. I told her to meet me up somewhere around d church, a public place but with privacy. She said she'd come but didn't, I waited for longgg, nervous... I called and told her not to worry that it wasn't anything important. I decided to stop trying. Since then, I've been struggling to forget her. Restricted her IG, whatsapp, etc
My last crush was in jnr high schl and since then, didn't feel anything special for anyone.
She (Josephine) offered to cook for me after sabbath one time and I rejected with a face 'cause, I wondered why someone who's not a girlfriend or sister would cook for me (I took it as she being friendly though I still declined).
Early last year, our 2nd year, I decided to try this feelings of a thing and thought, 'who is good enough for me to go for?' And then, I thought she was good enough since she is very attractive, very smart (a pharmacy student), cooks well, sophisticated, dresses beautifully, reserved, beautiful, had great curves too, and is God-fearing (like a total package).
So, I started thinking about her a lot, and all of a sudden, she started looking more beautiful and interesting, I'd smile when I see her. We were kinda friends, as I don't have close female friends. I developed great feelings for her. So, I started chatting with her, called her once, and once saw her off to her place after church. Fell in love with Jon Bellion cause of her. Teased and simped sometimes, enjoyed everything until...
I saw her sitting by one new guy (just visited our church for a few weeks) during church service, same repeated for many sabbaths. I then decided to tell her how I felt physically one day but missed her 'cause they were together for hrs and I had to settle something briefly. I told her to meet me up somewhere around d church, a public place but with privacy. She said she'd come but didn't, I waited for longgg, nervous... I called and told her not to worry that it wasn't anything important. I decided to stop trying. Since then, I've been struggling to forget her. Restricted her IG, whatsapp, etc
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Just look at her and know you will never... ever... never be able to touch that. Enjoy it.
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