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I have been rather depressed, stressed, and engulfed in fear over these past several years. It has consumed me and has weighed heavily on my shoulders for a very long time.

I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend before. My wish is to have a woman who has never had her first love before. I seek one that has never formed romantic bonds with guys before me. I seek a woman that has not only never made love with a guy before, but also one that is also a virgin in her heart, meaning she has not been in love with a guy, especially during her youth (like college age or younger).

I found an 18 year old girl like that last year. She was a devout Catholic, sheltered, and was homeschooled her entire life. She never had a male friend before she met me. Sadly, when I went to meet her for the first time in person, she told me I wasn't her type. I was crushed.

What I mean is let say you had found this very nice guy or very nice girl, they are literally everything you have wanted in your ideal woman or ideal man. They gotten your ideal physical look down, they had gotten all of your requirements in which activities you were looking for in a man or woman. Not only that they also happened to be one of the kindest person you had met.
The person who you are dating with want to be able to officially spend the rest of their lives with you, by proposing you you with a very beautiful ring.

Everything has been going great because you managed to find the guy/girl you had always been dreaming of but it could even be better. It turns out you have been selected to protake in the job you had been begging to do. Everything you have been financially and studying for had now officially come to your doorstep, you will have the once and a chance to finally accomplish the career you have been literally preparing for. You have everything you have ever wanted your dream job and your dream partner but here is the problem you can't have both. Remember you fiance has gave you their heart and proposed to you, while your manager or investors have giving you their money and acknowledgement on your financial future. So you come to a big decision, which one seems more important to you, do you prefer spending the rest of your life with your future wife/husband or you really want to hopefully make big money and accept the job you been literally fighting to get? I know this is an extremely shallow answer but I rather take the money over the girl, to me sometimes relationship can either comes and goes but as somebody who was homeless one, I definitely wouldn't want to risk that again, I definitely take the job offer. But how about you ladies and gentlemen, which one do you want love or money?