I had an ex recently re surface and break my heart all over again and ever since this happened I've been in a deep dark depression.
I am also in love with a colleague but he has a girlfriend (which he tried to hide from me!).
I have had loads of one night stands to try and fill the void but they just leave me feeling worse!!!
This depression is impacting my friendships and I have no energy.
I just have no hope that I will ever find anyone who will love me and I genuinely feel that I'll be forever alone and I don't want that!
I'm not sure how attractive I am but I'm told I have a good body and I'm clearly attractive enough for lots of guys to sleep with. I wouldn't have said I was facially ugly but all this rejection is making me wonder so maybe I am! I take pride in my appearance and do my maks up and wear fashionable clothes.
I have a steady job, my own place and friends etc.
I am at my wits end with loneliness