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Growing up, my father was very neglectful and cold, and whenever he did decide to pay attention to me, he would terrorize me. When my mother would go to work and left me at home with him, I was never fed, bathed, or shown affection. If I tried to get him to notice me, he would scream at me to “Go away!” or “Leave me alone!” I would tell my mother all the time what he would do, and she never did anything about it and still stayed with him, no matter what. Mind you, I was 4-6 years old when I had to endure this bullshit. At an age I couldn’t take care of my own needs. Also, this is all just a small portion of what he did.

As I got older into my teenage years from the age of 9, things have changed, but he kept his neglectful ways. My mother was still with him, and she would always say “I know he doesn’t show it, but he does love you.” She just didn’t want to leave because, yet again, she was dependent. I will admit that I had a terrible attitude, but it was mostly because I hated my family. I still do. I hated the fact that I had to fucking deal with a father who didn’t give one single shit about me or well-being, and a passive aggressive mother who let him do whatever he pleased. He would drink beer every fucking day, and whenever he got drunk, he acted like an intolerable, blunt asshole who would mock and make fun of me for everything. I was sick and fucking tired of it. Seriously.

Okay, GAG, what do you think that I should do?

Me and my man have many arguments
Even over small things
We have broken up several times
And im always the one packing my clothes when we fight
Him saying "im done, i dont want to see u again, i will not message/call"
Vice versa..
But 90% of the time he calls and tries to come back to me
And we get back together

Then yesterday morning we had a good time just going to a park and joking around
And having a laugh

Then we got home and we had an argument about a tv show
And then he got angry and just broke up with me
"Im done, you always argue every week, im done with your crap, i can't take this anymore"

And then we bickered back and forth
I started packing my clothes
Then he said
"F**k this. I dont deserve this. I dont love u anymore, I dont care about u anymore, go find someone else"

And then he dropped me home
He was still angry

Is this final?
How could he switch to not loving me and not caring about me in 1 second?