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I’m supposed to be starting on Tuesday and that start date is dependant on whether the company can give me a laptop.

The thing is I feel really unwell because I have stopped taking an anxiety pill cold Turkey due to having finished my supply and not knowing that, that was the last set of pills left and now I’m suffering pretty bad withdrawal symptoms like Hallucinations, drunk feeling, nauseous, just unwell. The pharmacy will be giving me another supply on Tuesday. On top of that, the heatwave in the UK is making it impossible for me to sleep nearly every night. It is now 6am and I have not slept at all. I don’t feel ready for Tuesday to be honest and I am not quite sure how to say if it is possible to start the Following Monday. Obviously, I don’t want to lose this job because of it.

I met this cute girl on tinder and we've been out on two dates and she even go out with me and my friends so some of you will say she likes you obviously but we don't talk too much in social media and second she told me that in her past relationship she didn't love her ex boyfriend and still she was in a relationship with him so she can't hurt him. I was ready to confess but I've hit the breaks and for a moment i was doubting everything.
This is my first time going out with a girl and we flirt a lot but i'm afraid that she consider me as a friend.