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I personally don't feel connected to my child who has a behavioral disorder (most likely ADHD combined with another disorder) and resent him. He does nothing but fuck up my life and well being day in and day out. Because of his disorder he's always acting wild and out of control and I feel like he reminds me of a wild animal. My friend has a dog who is more tamed than my child.

OBS! this will get a lot of hate from the feminists... Many people will say my ex was toxic. And I get why. But he protected me to the point he rather have me hate him and I'm safe than me being in danger and happy. Thinking back evan moments where I wanted to punch him in his face I realized he loved me.

Wether it was me not being allowed to walk out alone in the dark at night or me running away from home after arguing with my parents.. he would tell me to turn around to go home or he will throw me over his shoulder and take me home himself.

Or if I was hysterically crying he would pinch me down and hold me still until I calm down not leaving me evan though that's all I wanted. Cause he knew I would hurt myself if he did.

If I ever was in danger I would call him and he would come meet me up. Like one time a man was following me and I called him and he came running down. Or yesterday on my way home from work a crazy woman was following me and I called him and he stopped his gym work out and told me exacly what to do...(we are still friends).

There are more stuff he has done and is doing that I could name here that are annoying but I know he cares..

He sure can be an ASSHOLE in his own way but I'm not sure I would be here today if it wasen't for him. But am not ready to give him that ego boost...😣

Anyways I'm wondering if women would want a man to protect them like this evan when they don't want it? And would men do it?

I realize I do in the long run.

Hi. I turned 23 this year. I dont have any college degree. I dropped out about 2 years ago because i was unmotivated and i was not passionate at all of what i was studying for, but im getting older and time doesn't stop for anyone.

I can't keep waiting because the fact that i have wasted 5 years of my life for the mere fact that i dont know what i want, is getting more ridiculous and embarrassing each year. Lately i cannot stop thinking about going back to college. I have to choose a path this time because at least i know where i would be going. Last time i went to college i just chose a certain study but didn't know what it was for.

My mom is a nurse and have been telling me to study nursing. This is only because i keep telling her i dont know what i want. Years ago i’d just ignore her, but I've just been stuck and need to move forward, so i have started to actually think about being a nurse. It seems to pay enough. I dont have a kid, or any major bills i have to spend money on. So it seems good enough for me.

I have a lot on my mind. Like how hard it might be, the classes, the actual job, and im scared of going to college again, but i realize i have to try because the other option is staying where i have been my whole life and its draining the life out of me. My friends have graduated, moved places, getting real jobs, and im still the same as i was at 18.

I have a boyfriend (somehow) who loves me and is supportive of me. He made me realize I've just been making excuses to not go back. That im just scared of failing (typical). I was surprised he gave me a little tough love lol. I have nothing else going on in my life. I know some people dont need college to succeed but i know im not one of those people.

Am i right/wrong to just wanna pursue nursing for this reason? Im guessing even if i regret it, it won't be a bigger regret than staying where i am at right now. Right