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I am 28, and I have had horrid luck with women my entire life. I have never had a real girlfriend before, and I have only had sex with one girl my entire life during a weekend fling/hookup over 7 and a half years ago. She was 16; I was 20. Both virgins at the time supposedly. She didn't want anything to do with me romantically after that weekend, and she was really a stranger I drove across state lines to meet.

The thing is, I am short in height at 5'6, on the Autistic Spectrum (Aspergers), and have a lot of social deficits. I still live at home and recently lost my decently-paying job. My normally homeless friend has better luck with women than I do.

I am really wanting a woman that has never had a romantic bond with another guy before, meaning no previous boyfriends or even a first love. I don't know if I will ever find that, and I may end up alone the rest of my life. I do like younger women a lot more, but I may be too old at this point. I feel may be lucky to even find a woman that has never been married or never had kids before, which I may be stuck with single moms and divorced women at some point.

I am turning 28 in less than 10 days, and I never had a real girlfriend. I severely inexperienced and lacking intimacy, and I haven't touched a woman sexually in over 7 years since I lost my virginity during a weekend fling with a 16 year old girl. I live in an RV in my mom's driveway. I cannot afford a house. My credit is too poor for an apartment. I am trapped at home still. I am short in height. I am not that attractive, and I may be alone the rest of my life because I only want a woman without a romantic past. I have a criminal record for stalking. I feel like my life is a waste. The only thing I have decent going for me is a 70k/yr job.

I am waiting to find a woman without a romantic past that has never had her first love. I am almost 28 and never had a real girlfriend.

I haven't touched a girl in over 7 years since my 2-day weekend fling with a 16 year old girl when I was 20. I feel if I start having lots of sex, then I will be less desirable for a woman without a romantic past and a hypocrite.

Growing up, I was a major outcast and suffered with a lot of severe mental health issues. I had interests that were obsessive and unusual, such as an interest in fire alarms, phone systems, and intercoms. I missed a lot of school due to mental health reasons that required hospitalization and residential treatment. I hardly fit in with anyone at school, and girls especially didn't pay any attention to me. I was also (and still am) short in height at 5'6". I missed a lot of developmental milestones that I reap today.

I was never athletic in school. I was not involved in sports really. I was, however, involved in boy scouts up to age 16 and transitioned into the fire explorer programs.

Socially, I have always struggled. I was hoping adulthood would be better, but it turned out to be worse and a nightmare.

I am 27, almost 28, and I never had a real girlfriend. My absolute biggest regret that kills me to this day is not experiencing young romance. I so wish I was able to form those memories with a girl when I was young who was around my age.

It wasn't until I was around 19 when I had my first kiss with this girl I found repulsive to me. I tried dating her, but it just didn't feel right. She just was not attractive to me.

Also, there was this girl named Izzy that was around 15 when I was 18. Although we cuddled and I kissed her, she became a transgender man and resents me. There is no going back there.

When I was 20, I lost my virginity to another 16 year old girl during a weekend fling. She did not want anything to do with me romantically after that. In fact, I was convicted of stalking because of her (long story).

After that, all I have had is online things with girls where they rejected me upon meeting me in person because I was unattractive to them.

I haven't touched a girl in 7 years. Meanwhile, all my peers and former friends I have known are married and have kids.

I want a woman without a romantic past where we can be each other's first loves.