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So I’m at a bit of a crossroads, and thought I’d ask on here. To get right to it, I’m 30 and have no dating experience and never been in a relationship. Usually on Valentine’s Day, I go to the casino to play slot machines while I drink and vape THC oil as it helps lessen the blow that I’ve been alone my whole life. But just the other day, I heard an ad on the radio that the station airing the ad is hosting a singles mixer. Now I can’t decide what to do, but I am reluctant to go to the singles mixer because I feel like where I’m at in my life will get me written off by all women. Not only do I have no experience at 30, but I also still live at home with my parents, all I do for work is deliver for DoorDash, and I don’t have any friends. Asking what you do for work is one of the most common icebreaker questions and saying that all I do is DoorDash at 30 is more than likely gonna get looked down upon. So maybe I should try and improve these aspects of my life and go next year.

I’ve been on 5 dates with this girl. We’ve kissed before, but we made out for the first time after our date over the weekend, and after a bit, I felt one of her boobs. We were alone on the street, so it wasn’t like people could stare, but is it ok to feel her boobs in public? I just want to be as gentlemanly as possible and not come off as a perv. Also, this was over her coat, not under her shirt or anything.