Search Results: get him to notice

I am both on the Autistic Spectrum and have severe treatment-resistant Bipolar.

After 25 jobs and with the threat of my disability benefits being yanked from me due to having too many work attempts, I accepted fate and now I barely leave the house and remain dependent on my disability benefits. On the brightside, I am now married, so that huge burden of trying to find a wife has been lifted off my shoulders.

Now there are more profound issues that have worsened. My moods have become severe, I cannot handle being "overstimulated" with stressing situations or I fall apart, and now I have unrestrained meltdowns in public.

As I have grown older and more distant from normal life social situations, I have found it incredibly challenging to handle them. Masking my deficiencies have become increasingly difficult too. I used to be able to play it off well until I couldn't no longer and people started to notice. Now, it is always a challenge.

I was at a 7/11 waiting to pick up an order. I noticed there was a squeaky noise constantly coming from the oven where you get your hot dogs or taquitos so i just said to the cashier ‘wow thats gotta be annoying huh having to hear that squeaky sound all day?’

and he just looked at me with no expression on his face at all lol 😂

just like this: 😐