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I know God knows what I am seeking. I don't know if he will ever bring that.

I have been single all my life pretty much. I am 28 and never had a real girlfriend. I seek a woman where we can be each other's first real relationship. I seek a woman who has never had her first love.

I seek a girl like Rachel was. She never even had a male friend before she met me. She sadly rejected me upon meeting the first time in person, and she went on to marry another guy who got to be her first everything.

I wonder if I am going to have to settle for less than that. I don't want to.

This is what I am seeking in a woman:

• Ideally between the ages of 18 and 27 (although she can be slightly older if most or all other criteria match. 18 is the lowest because, of course, going any lower runs many risks legally and ethically, not because I don't want to per say)
• A REAL woman, not a transgender
• Ultimately desires marriage and a family (marriage doesn't have to occur immediately of course)
• Of course, desires to fall in love and have a romantic bond (not aromantic)
• Willing and able to bond via sex (not asexual)
• We are each other's first loves (she has no previous romantic bonds with a guy/never been in love... I am not talking strictly about virginity here)
• 5+/10 rank in physical attractiveness (a beautiful woman is a bonus, but not at all a deal breaker. She can be average in attractiveness... also I know this is subjective, but I am being general)
• Not black (I just never really was attracted to black women)
• Doesn't do drugs and is not an alcoholic

Some very desirable bonuses but NOT hardline deal breakers:

• She is a Christian
• She is white
• Has a good family background

About ME:

• I am 27, turning 28 in a few months
• I have never had a real girlfriend
• I have a decently good-paying job as a frontend software developer
• I currently live at home, but seeking independence when I can
• I am 5'6" in height
• I am average looking at best
• I own a decent car and a Class A RV
• I am very affectionate with women if given an opportunity
• I want to get married and have a family one day
• I am monogamous

Well, what do you think?

I am an American guy, white, and I make a decent income. I am 25 percent Polish, according to my ancestry.

My father is traveling to Poland in the future because he has a supplier he must meet there one day. There are no plans as of right now to travel there, but it is a possibility in the future.

I told my father I want to go to Poland when he travels there.

The girls there are amazingly beautiful. I have never had a real girlfriend myself (I am almost 28). I am wanting me and a woman to be each other's first loves.