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I've been in a relationship with this girl, Amy, for the last 3 years, a month ago we moved in together, we love each other.
A week ago, i wanted to surprise her, so i took a flight to her hometown to buy the salt candies she used to eat when she used to live with her parents cause it reminded of her childhood, after that, i bought some flowers and took her to a movie and cooked a meal for her.
Everything was going great, but when i gave her the salt candies, she started crying, telling me "she doesn't deserve me"
Then she told me she kissed her ex in her office 2 days ago.
I died inside that day, i ran away from what it used to be our home.
She kept calling, texting, showing up at places where I'm staying, asking me to let her explain herself. Her explanation was that she made a mistake, she used to love him, but she loves me now. A part of me wants to trust her, but how can i?
It's been 10 days, i wanted to marry her, but now I don't even want to see her. I don't have any friends, maybe that's why I'm here.

Me (13) and my friend (12) met up with this “14” year boy on Monday who we were friends with on MovieStarPlanet for months. He added me on Snapchat because we realised we lived in the same town so we decided to meet up in the park but we had an another friend watching incase it was an actually a weirdo.

When we met he looked older so I asked him and told us he was actually 19 instead of 14 and his selfies were from 2019 and 2020. He was everything he said he was except his age. He was really nice and we played in the park and he said he’s like to meet up again.

Even though he was the real him I am annoyed about him pretending to be 14 and he’s actually 19 and I think 14 and 19 is a big difference. He wants to go to the cinema on Monday next week and watch Despicable Me 4 (I’ve already seen it but yeah) but I can’t have anyone finding out we’ve met someone off the internet because our parents would be fuming.

Should I forgive him for lying about his age or what should I do?

There is a girl who I really screwed up with. I ended up hurting her but I didn't mean things the way they came off. I tried to apologize right after but she wasn't interested in listening to me. Now its been 15 years. I just talked to a former friend of hers, so I have been thinking about her a lot lately. I dont know if it will come off weird but I feel like if the truth could be spoken then she would forgive me. What do you think? How would you guys feel.