How can I get over my urge to beat the sh*t out of a girl if I find out she slept with my boyfriend?

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Don’t judge me. I’m human and I have flaws just like you. I’m just being open and vulnerable enough to openly address them so that I can become a better human being.
So, I have a really vicious, crazy temper. I’ve always been a feisty one ever since I was a kid. Yet as I got older and had a man put his hands on me, had my mother spit on me, had my sister throw a drink in my face in front of her toddler to humiliate me knowing I wasn’t going to hit her in front of her child…accumulated anger boils over in me like lava in a calm, appealing mountain view. I do my best to respect everyone and show compassion at all times, but I cannot deny that there is a really vicious, ugly, indestructible side to me. It’s like a cozy, friendly, loving, protective lion but don’t forget that b*tch has claws and will pummel your azz. This anger will resurface and a whore will really get hurt if she is on the receiving end of it. I’ll get real nasty with my words, provoking her to throw a punch, and then her flesh will be in my finger nails, she will have bruises, and be bleeding from either her nose or mouth. I tackle, I use my elbows, I use my knees, and I don’t give up. This is SO ugly. I don’t want to be this kind of woman but…I was a gladiator in a past life. I am not afraid of anyone deep down. I don’t care if someone is bigger, I am so strong, fast, and I always bring 150%. I have been trained in the art of combat and I will throw punches like a grown man. I have so much going for me and I don’t want to blemish my record. What should I do?

I logically realize it would be the guy’s fault, but a whore needs to be called out on her nasty a**, disgusting, sleazy ways. Just reading some of these blogs online about these prideful home wreckers who don’t mind that their genital was a catalyst for tainting a bond pisses me off. I am worried that I would get into a physical fight and really mess a skank up and get sewed or something. What should I do? What would be the best way to respon
How can I get over my urge to beat the sh*t out of a girl if I find out she slept with my boyfriend?
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