What can I do, I can't stop thinking about it and its affecting me, I sleep or eat badly for being so obssesed?

volkmi234
But i envy women, iam jealous, and this post for nothing, if there is someone new who reads it they are not going to understand because people are conditioned to believe the opposite, that men have it better.
Many things, I don't even want to explain because they will always say that the grass is greener: Women never suffer or are judged (I'm not talking about attractiveness) ,that much , because if the height, salary, confidence, resources, etc. is in general. I can put examples: males celebrities dating down, even nobles throughout history, sex work... I think way is better to be a woman: hierarchy, who has to conquer whom, the predetermined value. Women are "allowed" to be in "lower" positions and date up someone because men don't care so much about ambition, security, so on (I'm not saying that they do, but that they have that opportunity and more options)... the biology yes but i can't, i can't stop envying, i think being a woman is more easier.
What can I do, I can't stop thinking about it and its affecting me, I sleep or eat badly for being so obssesed?
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